the show saturday could have gone better... im pissed

not or worst show.... not the best....
wanted to punch the guitarist and drummer in the face for fucking everthing up....

love em to death...
but those fucking slack jawed window licking peices of shit could act like they have done this before!!!

un beleiveable...

as the bassist... i did all i could.... justin FUCKED UP my solo but playing.... my one moment of glory... and it was ruined -_-
but i rocked other wise


now its causing all kinds of drama on whearter or not stungun is staying... as the only girl i have to hang around lately... I DONT WANT HER TO GO!!!!! i wanna nother girl in the band.... but im out voted.... and as the bassist... my opinion matters about as much as the minis fridge's (hope you got that guitar hero reference)



stole this from looked like fun^^

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
HONESTLY..... not wearing any
2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
band crap
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
typing, filing my nails
4. Honestly, what did you do today?
work... fed pete.... had relations
5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
HELLS YEA
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
~giggle~ yesh ^w^
7. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
only the cartoons
8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
nah.... maybe, not jealousy.... just resentment
9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
a good joke, a blank peice of paper to work with, pete and a warm sunny day ^^
10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
YES! and suck my thumb.... dont judge
11. Honestly, what is your mood right now?
content... im satisfied (thanks pete)
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
i beat anorexia... by being fat
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
wouldnt mind drinking with jenny right now
14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
my secret was discoverd by the band.... i have lame secrets
16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
i did hate him... but its long since over
17. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
pete.... always
18. Honestly, are you loyal?
Yes.
19. Honestly, are you in denial?
ive been told happy people are in denial... im happy... so i guess im in denial
20. Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now?
i would.... but i just had some ^^..... im tired
21. Honestly, who is your best friend?
pete (thats lame)
22. Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol?
LOL.... *takes shot of vodka* tastes like burning =^^=
23. Honestly, do you like someone?
yes
24. Honestly, does anyone like you?
pete likes to think all my guy friends wanna do me -_- (id do me.. im hot)
25. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
pte and i are on 3 years now... bout o move in together... thats about it
26. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?
unfortunatly.... yea -_-

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first things first... A-CEN is a bust, hotel room fell through, but i couldnt really afford it anyway

second.... my fingers are so torn and ripped and blisterd from playing bass... the fingerpriint scanner could not recognize them, i had to get a supervisor to reset the scanner to rescan my fingerprint... apparantly tahts never happend before ^^ i work to hard..or play to hard... whatever that goes under

thirdly... i will be moving. nuff said, some bad things happend, and now its time to move on, still in wonderful city of columbus, i just dont know where yet


fourthly..... my dad referrd to pete as his SON-IN_LAW O.o
thats not a bad thing, it just caught me off guard. dad really likes pete and that makes me happy

AND FINALLY...
looking back on the pics i posted last night and how i was typing.... i realized... I DONT TYPE WELL INTOXICATED ^^ i normally dont type well cause i go to fast... but taht was crazy

it said "PIAN" insteed of "PAINT" im an idiot

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HAPPY CINCO DE MAYO! *downs shot of taquila*


WE ARE EVEN!

IT OVER!

I WIN!

IM FINALLY OVER THE EMBARASSMENT!

I PROMISE NOT TO BITCH WHINE AND COMPLAIN ANYMORE!

MUH HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA !


okay.... so

millie aka STUNGUN (*i hope you get the trigun reference*) the singer of our band

me and her have just clicked from the moment we met in fall of last year, i was over joyed that our singer was a fellow otaku.

reguardless...

she laughed at my nude-y book. (shes the one that dubbed it that)
and i felt like crap... not that she did not like it... shes just narking on my for my taste in anime men and it makes me feel like a weirdo.


shes been poking fun ever since..

BUT THEN!

IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH THE NUDE-Y BOOK!
SHE HAS ONE TO!
HER AND GAARA... NOT EVEN AN OC, JUST HER AND GAARA. HAVEING THE HARDCORE SEX FOR LIKE 5 PAGES WORTH OF COMIC.

needless to say...
EVERYONE IN THE BAND HAS TO KNOW NOW!

MUH HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA !

im so freakin out right now...really

no wonder millie and i have always got along... we both love SMUT!


i asked her why she didnt tell me, she said cause mine was so mcuh better than hers. that made me feel better about everything^^.... then she went on a tangent on how gai is creepy and gay with lee and proceeded to ask me "WHY GAI?"-_-

millie is great, shes like the one girl i can hang out with around here and not feel weird i wish she was older though... we could SOOOO get TRASHED together... i have a feeling that would be epic

only a few days left till the big show too!


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OKAY MOTHER FUCKERS!

pages of the "nude-y book" are up.... look and laugh if you must

IN BETTER NEWS

i was an hour late to work.... i got in trouble.... it sucks

GETTING A NEW CAR!

99 pontiac grandam RED AND SHINY!
sporty ^^

a car that fits my HOTNESS! and AWESOMENESS!
not my shit-tastic 91 boneville

I CANT WAIT TO DRIVE THIS SUCKER AROUND WITH THE WINDOWS DOWN AND THE MUSIC ALL THE WAY UP!

got to go to band practice... 1 week before the big show


HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE!
YAY SUMNMER IS HERE!




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is drunk right now

HES SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY!

he never lets me drink....

but its much more fun to watch him

he is making racecar noises as he stands by the door and going on about complete nonsence.


i better go stop him from drinking my good vodka.. he cant handel stuff that strong

hes drinking... boones farm... (pussy drinks^^)

HAPPY WEEKEND EVERYONE!

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